Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Friday 15 November 2013 @ 21:53

Wow, wow, wow!

The last time I updated this blog was February and now it's November! I forgot my password AND email for my blogger.

There are a lot of things to talk about but let's just start with my school life. School was over two weeks ago. But for the PMR students, we got a few weeks of holiday earlier than the other secondary school students because our school is cool 'liddat. Oh, and...

PMR WAS OVER.

Yup and I'm glad. I've studied hard for it, I did my best and now, let's all just wait for the result to come out on 23rd of December 2013. I'm not expecting too much this time because the last time I did, I got disappointed but there's still inside of me hoping to get 8A's. I can't change anything now. I'm just hoping for the best. Before the first paper of PMR which was of course Bahasa Melayu, I was scared as fuck. I was shaking. I WAS FUCKING SHAKING AND MY HANDS WERE COLD. But that was only for the first paper because I suck at Bahasa Melayu. Then, everything was normal and I was okay. I even told my mum not to expect anything from me because I might disappoint her. I don't look like a smart girl ok.

Enough with PMR. I had a very tough year this year. I hate it. I really hate it. I've faced a lot of bullshits. At the beginning of  the year, it went perfectly well. I still had my friends, a good life then bullshit came and ruined everything. I hate everything about this year in my school. The teachers annoyed me, my so-called friends were you know, SO-CALLED. Everything turned out so bad this year. I don't feel like coming back to school anymore. School is hell and I have TWO more years to survive. I can't stand it. I wanna restart my high school life pretty please? :(

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