Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Thursday, 31 May 2012 @ 22:34


"I won't give up on us even if the skies get rough."

I hate the distance between us, I miss you every second of my life.

Hey, YOU. I miss you. It seems like forever I don't see your smile. How are you? I hope you're doing just fine. I've been waiting you to online for days but till now, still no you. I've died everyday waiting for you. I miss your touch. I miss staring at your face. I miss talking to you. I miss having a cute fight with you. I miss your annoying-ness. I miss making you annoy. I just miss you. You. You. You.

I wonder if you miss me the way I miss you. I wonder if you think about me as much as I think about you. I wonder if you still love like I still love you. I wonder how much you need me so badly in your life as much as I need you in my life. I wonder if every word you said is true. I wonder if I should trust you with all my heart. I wonder if all we have now is real. I wonder... Too much I WONDERs.

For every day, I miss you. For every hour, I need you. For every minute, I feel you. For every second, I want you. Forever, I love you.


Forever? Don't get me wrong but, I don't trust the word FOREVER. Forever is a lie. It doesn't exist in real life. It only exists in fairy tale. We are living in a real world where people are going to change every minute. People won't stay the same forever. Even the feelings they have can change. From love to hate, from sad to happy, from angry to excited.

People change and hearts move on.

Sometimes, I'm worried... You know... If one of us wake up and suddenly, the feeling of LOVE isn't there anymore. And, what's worse is when one of us suddenly realize that you/I like someone better and you/I feel very stupid for choosing me/you. You once said, "That's impossible" but, hey, who proves me you're wrong? You, yourself. It's not like I want you to promise me to love me for the rest of your life. No. Promises are for dummies. I don't trust any promises. People break promises most of the time and that sucks. I just want you to TRY not to give up on us? Please?

I miss you a little, I guess you could say, a little too much, a little too often, and a little more each day.