Friday, 17 February 2012 @ 16:00
It hurts knowing that you're not the only one on his mind but he is the only one on your mind. You try to forget him, but you just can't. You love him. You're blinded by love. You thought he isn't like your past ex-es but he is. No matter how much he hurts you, you still want him. You rather be with him than anyone else. He's your prince charming but you're not his princess.You tried to give all you can. You put a lot of efforts to make the relationship work but you realized, he didn't even do anything. He blamed you every time there is something wrong with your relationship but, actually, it wasn't your fault. It was his. He put all the blame on you but you don't care as long as you still can be with him. Your friends said you're stupid. You know that but letting him go is so hard. He isn't that perfect but he's all you ever wanted. Every time you think what is up with your relationship, you thought it's your fault. Everything is your fault. But, then, you know the truths. The truths hurt you but there's nothing you can do with it. You can't control the power of love. He's in a process of loving someone else and you're in a process of trying to let go of him. You cry and cry and cry, but he doesn't even give a fuck about you. You're the one who's hurting. Not him. He doesn't realize how much you love him. All the hugs, kisses and everything you had with him were just lies. And, now... You're the fool who can't stop loving him.
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