Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Saturday, 12 May 2012 @ 21:18

It's 12th of May now. Time flies real fast. Hmmm...

I have finished my Mid-Year Term Examination a week ago. I thought it was a bad thing to have exam very early but then, hey, it's not that bad at all. We don't really study at school except some subjects like Science. Paling bersemangat k cikgu tu mengajar. So, that's why I don't feel like going to school this month. I rather have some rest at home than go to school and do nothing. Well, there is something I can do at school if there's no study. A lot, actually but sometimes, resting at home is just better.

My result isn't that bad. I'm kind of proud of myself even though I did not study that much. Study cukup2 makan2 sja but, I guess I'm lucky. I am going to try harder next time to get higher marks.

Since exam was over a week ago, I spent most of my time doing craps. Hanging out with my sisters and friends, shopping, eat, sleep, texting, chatting. That's it. I didn't touch any book after the exam. I am starting to love this life but the bad thing is... I'M BROKE. I used too much money. Jalan sana sini situ, duit sja dikasih keluar. I supposed to save my money for something but haishh, I just couldn't help it. Cool stuffs everywhere I go. I need to stop going out and stay at home doing nothing just for these two months.

But, I'm not gonna spend my free one month time doing nothing. I have to do my Kajian Sejarah Tempatan and Mathematics project so I can enjoy my holidays without worrying about my projects.

I kinda like my life these past few days. Not really but... uhm, let's just straight to the point. My boyfriend and I always have these sweet convo every day and it's just sooo awehhhh and... we rarely fight. My dream relationship. <3 I just love my boyfriend so much.

I will never let you fall.
I'll stand up with you forever.
I'll be there for you through it all.
Even if saving you sends me to heaven.

I love you, xo. :*