Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Friday, 27 April 2012 @ 23:22

          Do you know... that feeling when you feel so sad but you just don't know why?  Oh, yes. That feeling. It's like you feel so empty and... you try to find the reason what's wrong with you. You think of what you have done to people or what did people have done to you. But, still, you have no idea why. You're so sad until you burst out into tears. You cry yourself to sleep. When people ask you, what's wrong, you don't know what to answer. Or maybe... You don't even feel like answering because you know deep down that they don't even care about you. They're just curious. You listen to sad songs and cry even harder. When you wake up from sleep, the only thing you hope is to have a better. But, then, it turns out to be worse. Then, it goes on and on and on and on.

Stephenie Meyer - Breaking Dawn.
          Life isn't that suck, actually if you do the things that make you happy in your life. But, we care too much. We care what other people think about us. When you care, it actually kinda stops you from being happy. Example, if people judge you and you care... Those words they said that kill you will keep on playing on your mind. You try to change so that they won't judge you but you can't because you're just no that perfect. You're gonna feel so fuck up and stress You want to make them stop judging you. NO. They won't stop judging you no matter how pretty or ugly or smart or stupid or fat or thin you are.  If you don't care, you won't have to stress up yourself. Which is why, we all need to stop giving a fuck what other people think. People will judge you no matter what. If you say you're ugly, people will say that you need attention from people so they'll compliment you. If you say you're pretty, people will say that you're over confident of yourself or something. Nothing will satisfy the society. Nothing.





          I don't exactly know what I'm trying to say actually. I'm bored and I try to type what I feel but, this feel is just... UNEXPLAINABLE.