Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Tuesday, 14 February 2012 @ 17:51

Remember your promise? Forever, huh? I guess I am right. You're gonna break it one day and that one day already happened. The people who promise me that has something to do with the word forever, will break it. This is why I don't trust any 'forever'. Every forever has its expiration date. I didn't trust you at first, then you made me feel like you're gonna keep your promise. And, then, THIS is what happened. It hurts, okay. You may think I don't care but do you even know what I really feel? Fuck no. I'm good at hiding my feelings that I want to hide because that's what I do best.

You're confused with your feelings. I know, that. I know you so well. Crush, like and love are three different things that you don't get it. I'm gonna make you stop confusing and tell you the truth. The truth doesn't hurt you but it hurts me. A lot but I don't care. I'm used to it, anyway. If it ends everything, then, I guess it's our fate. There's nothing we can do. The forever promise we made with each other will end soon. Really soon. But, just know that I really understand you and most importantly, love you. x