Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
Friday, 20 April 2012 @ 21:14
I am always surrounded by guys. I always do since my secondary school life started. Is there a problem with that? No, bitch, no. You're not my mum, you're not my dad, you're not my sisters, we're not related at all. At least, I am not like bitches who have lots of girlfriends but perangai macam sial. Do you know how hard it actually is to have girlfriends? Too much dramas happen and do you know that I hate dramas? BITCH, fuck you. You don't know anything that happened in my life. I lost my dignity just because I hang out with guys? Well, guess what bitch? You're the one who fucking make me lost my dignity in front of all the people.
I don't think this can explain everything what I really feel, but hell it's true.
Just because you're older than me, I'm gonna respect you? No, fuck, no. I lost my respect towards you. I will never forget those words. Never. And I'm gonna make sure, you're not gonna forget about me, too.
