Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Friday, 30 December 2011 @ 23:51

At times, you just have to be a bitch. When shit gets to you, you just have to be a bitch sometimes. Being too nice never gets you anywhere. If you really want something your way, you’re just going to have to speak up. Bitchiness can be a plus at times.

But, this time... No... The shit didn't get to me. I'm the 'shit' one. I keep thinking about it for weeks and I think I kinda have the answer. If it breaks your heart, I'm so sorry. I hope you won't make me feel guilty for doing it. I hate it when I thought of something for so long and I got the answer but someone makes me feel all guilty. I know I'm a bitch but, sometimes... I just need to do what I want to. I want to make my own decisions. I am turning 14 next year, I still consider it young but... I just think that being a teenager are about trying, learning and experience new things.

I know I'm wrong. But... please, do understand me. :(