Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
Holidays are almost over. It is 26th of December now. School will start next week. I'm not ready at all. I'm not ready to face another new teachers, new friends, new problems... new shits. But, no matter how ready I am or not, the shits will come, anyway. All I have to do is getting ready and keep staying strong.
What I plan next year? Nothing because my life will not go according to my plans, so why do I need to plan? Life is spontaneous. Unexpected things will happen. I just hope I'll be a better person. If I can't, then, too bad. It's not like I wake up everyday to impress you. I don't impress anyone, actually. I just want to impress myself and feel better. Confidence is all you need.
But...
I seriously hope 2012 will be a better year than 2011. I don't expect 2012 to be all goooooooooooood. I just want it to be better. A year where I want understand the real meaning of life, love and friendship.