Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Wednesday, 28 December 2011 @ 19:38

You betrayed me. How sad. I know I should not expect anything from you. I know from the start that you're just like everyone else and you prove it today. Thank you. I just learned a lesson today. Never trust anyone too much. It's better to keep it to myself. Even writing it in a diary is not a safe thing to do. Someone will read it, anyway.

 I don't know why I expected a lot from you. I hoped that you'd be different from everyone else I know. I guess I am stupid to believe that. You're not the "DIFFERENT from EVERYONE ELSE" person that I thought you were. It's okay. Everyone betrays me. HAHA

I can't stay mad at you, though. I have no idea why. Even when I feel like throwing a rock to your face, I still smile like an iddiot when I'm with you. Not the fake smile, real smile. I guess I love you even when you act all annoying-ish and sarcastic. Although you betrayed me... I still want to keep you. I don't want to lose you. And, I'm used to this anyway so it's fine. But, the next time I'm with you, I'll be very careful not to tell you anything too secert-ish. I just wanna let you know, I love you. :*

 I just hope I'll find someone different from everyone one day. #2012wish XOXO

PS: I just realized... I'm making this like a big deal when you were actually just... betraying me. -.- Gahhh, I'm getting so dramatic nowadays.