Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Wednesday, 17 October 2012 @ 00:02

My previous post was about me doing the things that I want to do with someone special. Let me guess what's your reaction: "You're fourteen, act like one. Stop acting like you're 22. Loving him doesn't bring you anywhere. You're gonna end up breaking up with him and you'll find another better man than he is when you get older."

I know that I am only fourteen, still young but remember when you were my age? You had a boyfriend/girlfriend and you really loved him/her until you just want to be with that one person? You would do anything just for that person (not really everything but you know what I mean)? He/She was the only person you could think of. He/She always made your day when you were sad. You even said that he/she was the one for you and you wanted him/her to be yours for the rest of your life. That's what I feel right now. I don't know how long we're gonna be together but I don't want to think about that. I just wanna think about the present, how glad I am to have that someone special NOW.

I understand why people say, "You're still young. Why do you think about love right now?" I kinda agree with that. I would not think about it if I don't have any feelings but sadly, I do. I love and I hate. So does everyone else.