Zeeyqa, Fourteen, Malaysian.
I'm not your Barbie doll. Weird and random. Lovestruk idiot. Broken and fragile. A big mess. Mayday Parade and Simple Plan. Alternative rock. Vampire Diaries and The Orignals, Damon Salvatore and Niklaus Mikaelson. I don't believe in forever. When I fall, I fall hard. Giving too much fucks is my problem. Bruises, cuts and scars. I don't let you see the good in me. I love and I hate. Trying to live life to the fullest. This is who I am. Infinite x's and o's.
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Tuesday, 21 August 2012 @ 23:14

People change. You've changed, a lot. It saddens me, a lot knowing that we're not as close as before. I don't know you anymore. I don't even want to know you because I miss the old you. I want the old you. Where are all the promises we've made? Did you forget about them? And how about the memories that we've shared together? You know sweetie, I never forget every single memory that we've had together, those memories are too sweet to be forgotten.

You've turned to someone who I don't know... Sigh.

I've expected this to happen since last year and I was ready for it but this year, I thought I had hope. You would still be you. You gave me false hopes and you just leave me hanging. I wasn't ready to lose you, yet because last year was great so, I thought this wouldn't happen. We were still being the crazy us but like everyone said, people change. You've changed and now, I'm starting to lose you. If only I can spend the whole day with you before all this happened, I would. I just miss those moments where we talked and talked without getting bored. I wonder if you still keep that thing we've shared. Probably not because you've forgotten about me and I know I'm just an option to you. I am always just an option to everybody.